這幾年環境的驟變（新冠病情）以及家中親人的突然離世，生活產生了很大的變化。突然停頓、陷入了混亂時期，內在幽暗一片。

這些無常和驟變，讓我重新思索生命的目標和意義。

 

重置的時期，一片混沌。感覺混亂，試著將自己安置在這種狀態... 無法掌握的一切....

很多東西已經習以為常，也非初心。在這個時候，我能否誠實、勇敢地去觀看自己？到底，什麼是自己所想望的？什麼是生命流轉至此，要告訴自己的？

 

我不停的往內探究，找尋答案。

總是存在著諸多拉扯、掙扎、停滯...

而堆積的這些 ，在某處凝成力量，讓我得以翻轉、或找到前進的方向。

我嘗試跟隨著這生命之流，好好感受這一切的經過與堆疊。
 

創作時，是不停的自我對話。

藉由與畫布的一往一來，覺察自己的起心動念、習性....依舊認為認識自己是找尋解答的路徑。創作的過程總能提醒我許多事情：不用急著下結論、不用一定需要給予定義，不用拘泥於結果......

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In the past few years, life has changed a lot due to sudden changes in the environment (coronavirus disease) and the sudden death of family members. There was a sudden pause, a period of chaos, and an inner darkness.

These uncertainties and sudden changes made me rethink the purpose and meaning of life.

 

The period of reset is chaos. Feeling chaotic, trying to place yourself in this state... unable to grasp everything....

Many things have been taken for granted and are not the original intention. Can I honestly and bravely look at myself at this time? After all, what do you want? What do you want to tell yourself at this point in your life?

 

I kept digging inside to find answers.

There is always a lot of tug, struggle, stagnation...

And the accumulation of these things condensed into strength somewhere, allowing me to turn over or find the way forward.

I try to follow the flow of life and feel the passing and accumulation of it all.

 

When creating, it is a constant dialogue with oneself.

By interacting with the canvas, I become aware of my own thoughts and habits... I still believe that knowing myself is the way to find answers. The creative process always reminds me of many things: no need to rush to conclusions, no need to define, no need to stick to the results...